Fast Times/Best Friends

Hey friend. Hehe. Aku ada ramai kawan. Tetapi keramaian ni bukan kekal. Kadang ada kadang takda. Bila aku nak enjoy jalan jalan ramai pulak geng. Kawan dek kerana status dan populariti. Aku dah kena banyak. Dulu kemain lagi kata bestfriends. Sekarang kenal pun tidak? Aku kira kawan kawan yang nak dengar masalah aku. Kadang kadang takda. Kadang kadang ada. Aku bercakap ni tentang perempuan. Kawan lelaki aku boleh diharap. Kawan perempuan? Yang tetiba tak kenal aku, yang tinggalkan aku, dulu gayut 3 4 jam sekarang nombor pun dah takda. Ada juga yang dulu kemain texting 24 jam sekarang tak kenal. Yang ex aku dah tinggalkan aku, bercakap macam tiada apa-apa yang berlaku. Hehe sedih. Ada juga yang kiranya ambil berat juga la kat aku. Tapi tinggal jauh. Aku ada ramai kawan perempuan. Memang ramai. Ramai sangat sampai ada yang tak reply message, IM, calls, FB semua. Ada juga kawan aku yang aku segan nak tegur dia. Padahal boleh kira bestfriend tu. Aku takut dia kata aku gatal nak usha dia. Aku tak suka perempuan ingat aku gatal. Dulu aku pun silap langkah. Aku ingat time tu aku ada awek, aku akan kekal selamanya dengan dia. TERNYATA SANGKAAN TERSEBUT MELESET SAMA SEKALI. Aku dah serik dengan perempuan. Ada yang dulu longoi sekarang dah jadi model kemain lagi tak ingat aku dah. Mungkin aku yang melebih. Aku tau kau akan setuju dengan pendapat aku ni. Sebab aku tau cuma sorang je yang akan baca blog aku ni sebab yang follow blog ni memang sorang je. Kalau kau baca ni aku nak kau tau kau kawan baik aku :) Jangan jadi macam kawan kawan kau yang dah lupa kat aku. Tapi memang dari dulu kau je kawan baik aku. Rugi aku hilang nombor kau :( Atau mungkin kau dah tukar nombor aku pun tak tahu. Aku segan nak mintak balik. Hehe kau je yang faham aku. Aku kadang kadang tak boleh nak baca blog kau sebab apa yang kau tulis tu dapat aku hayati dengan sepenuh hati. Jadi aku takut nak baca sampai habis. Hehe maklumlah hati aku ni is undergoing renovation daripada peristiwa silam jadi tak berapa nak kental hehe. Tapi yang penting KAU kawan aku. Antara kawan baik aku yang boleh aku kira guna jari tangan sebelah kanan :)

Bring It On Samba!

I have always wanted to be a footballer or football player. Since I was 11 i have already felt the glory of scoring goals. Although at the age of 11 i'm kinda late since every football greats started playing football at a very early age. I remember my first official football boots was the Nike T90 III although before i had a number of boots which i could not remember. I wore that boots till i'm 15. I received my first cap for the school at the age of 12 at Sekolah Kebangsaan Saint Joseph, Johor Bahru. I only played a game as a striker and never being capped again till i was 15. I played in the Akademi Bolasepak English Collage since i was in form 1. When i was in form 2 i was selected in the team competing in the MSSD U-15 Tournament at SMK Dato Osman Awang. I was recovering from a fever during that period. I was a substitute for the whole tournament. I was substituted in one of the games and went on to play as left-wing. But the coach knew i was uncapable to play in higher lever and was a liability to the team. I was then lated substituted. Lated that year, i get the opportunity to be in the English Collage U-15 football team competing in the Nike Cup. It was held at Padang Seri Gelam, Johor Bahru. But in just moments before the first match, i was withdrawn from the team as a result of extra players. I believe the truth behind that is that i wasn't good enough to be in the team (considering that the last trainig before the matchday i did a lot of unnecessary mistakes). Our team lost that year and i have to be the coleman or ballpicker. I was devastated with that decision. I was determined that i am going to do better to get in to the team. That day came a year later when i was selected in the squad competing in the MSSD Tournament. But this time my position swapped to defense and i was the team's first choice sweeper (considering the team only needed one sweeper). We advanced to the knockout stages when we were beaten 3-1 by SMK Tasek (the scoreline may differ because i forgot it). I featured in every match and has done a quite good job, at least until i missed the striker from SMK Tasek and he would go on to score a goal in the final fixture. Later that year i was selected again in the team to compete for the Nike Cup at Padang Majlis Perbandaran Pasir Gudang. It was a two legged match and we were paired with a team that consists mostly players from SMK Impian Emas. We drew the first leg and went on to play the next where the result was the same. It all went down to penalty shoot-out. We went on to lost that game. I started on the bench on the second game but later substituted in the second half. Not long after that disastrous Nike Cup campaign, i was called up in the school team for a friendly game with SMK Pasir Gudang 2, which is currently    under the project of Akademi Johor FC (before them its English College). I went on to play for the U-18 team because of the lack of players in the team. I played right-back alongside the likes of Muzakkir, Marzuki, Budin, Anas, Botak, Rishi, and Muhamad Radzi Hanafi Harith (currently goalkeeper in the Johor FA President's Cup squad). It was a great and useful experience for myself. To be continued...

Cigarette Smoker Fiona

I got to admit i am a smoker. For smokers, it is fun. We get high on cigarettes. It feels like we're more an adult when smoking. Even eating is less necessary compared to smoking. My favourite cigarette is Camel Filter. I like to smoke this shit because Alex Turner does it. Don't smoke a day and you will feel weird. But, smoking truly does negative impact on you. You WASTE YOUR HARD EARNED MONEY on it. Mainly is because i used my own money to buy it. It is equivalent to BURNING YOUR RINGGITS. Then, its THE SMELL. I don't really mind the smell of cigarettes because i grew up smelling my father's Suria Gudang Garam. And when you're a smoker , LADY'S DON'T ADMIRE YOU. Instead, THEY HATE YOU AND YOU WILL NEVER HAVE A GIRLFRIEND because of that. And if you're an athlete, IT WILL EFFECT YOUR HEARTBEAT and YOU WON'T BE WINNING ANYTHING. You will automaticly be declared as a SOCIAL OUTKAST. PEOPLE HATE YOU WHEN YOU SMOKE. The most important thing, YOU WILL DISSAPOINT YOUR PARENTS, FAMILY and YOUR FRIENDS WHO SUPPORTED YOU ALL ALONG. Even in the Quran states that :
 1. Asap dan bau rokok adalah keji. Firman Allah Taala: 

(Al-A’raf:157)

2. Rokok mengakibatkan kematian sebahagian penghisapnya. Firman Allah Taala:
(Al-Nisaa’:29)

3. Membelanjakan wang untuk rokok merupakan suatu pembaziran. Kerana rokok
tidak membawa sebarang faedah. Firman Allah Taala:
(Al-Isra’:26)

4. Rokok mengandungi kemudaratan yang diakui oleh para doktor. Sabda
Rasulullah s.a.w.:
"Tidak boleh memberi mudarat dan tidak memudaratkan." (HR Malik, Daruquthni & Jamaah)

5. Asap dan bau rokok adalah kotor/tidak bersih. Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w.:
‘Allah itu bersih dan Dia cintakan kebersihan" (HR al-Bazzar)

6. Merokok dapat menyakiti orang yang bersebelahan atau berhampiran
dengannya. Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w.:
"Barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan dan akhirat, janganlah menyakiti
jirannya." (HR Bukhari & Muslim)

Well this proves it. I was a heavy smoker (i guess). Now after realising all this shit, i am determined to quit smoking. But it is not as easy as it seems. I started it step by step. Lessen your smoking. I used to do shit about 5 to 6 'powerbar' a day. Now i manage to take 1 or 2 a day and sometimes none in 24 hours. Pray for me o dilligent servant of Allah SWT. 

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